Emotions have been kept away
Shhhh.
What am I hiding from?
It’s totally ok to feel. As frivolous as that may sound, I had simply forgotten. I hold my composure, not expressing too much. Not joy, not suffering, not even anger. I’ve become a master of masking emotion. Why?
I can’t even surrender to myself. I am the only one stopping me.
I burst out of my introvert shell and shared my love and caring feelings the other night, no expectations. It felt great. Silly how simple. I’d imagine it to be like walking around blind and suddenly deciding to simply open your eyes. Duh, I knew that's what my eyes were for, all I had to do was what was natural. The whole experience ended in gratitude, smiles and an illuminating full moon. There’s already enough judgment, I’ll just embrace the love.
LOVE.JULIA.
Friday, September 24, 2010
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